Coyote

I may have just wrote the best thing i've ever written
but i messed up
and now it's gone
and it will always be gone
i cannot recreate it for you
i wish i could show you what it was
it made me feel good
but it's gone now
as everything will be one day
me you the sun the sky the ground
but all those things are already gone to me already
sometimes at least

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I have scars
they remind me of things that hurt me
the scars then hurt me
i've learned
but i'm still tempted to pick the scars
it is then i'm free
I have a favourite scar
this particular scar is very special to me
I would not be myself without this scar
I always pick this scar
it will always be with me now
I will never forget with this scar
this scar drives me crazy
it's forces me to do things i hate
I will never truly understand this scar
why it is where it is and what it's doing there
how it could of been prevented, or why did i have to pick it
I'll never know the answers
or maybe I will
none the less, this scar will always be my favourite
because this scar has the most beautiful eyes i've ever seen

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A wild coyote is my friend
a wild coyote will turn against me
a wild coyote swears to protect
a wild coyote breathes death

I am trapped under the ocean
You are locked above the sky

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My chest is tight
you're hurting me
everything we are
everything we were
everything we could have been
has left us

as time ages
we fade
can you hear the echos?
we used to make them

Your palm sweating in mine
this is uncomfortable
but a memory
something to keep
That was pretty gay

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How long until you all tell me what i'm doing wrong
I see it in your eyes
but it's not good enough to tell me
you have to torture me

break my fall
waste it all
my mistake

these will keep me alive
feeding me something already chewed
this is all shit
nothing matters
I can write for years and years
using new words
saying clever things
it's all the same
you can only live to evolve
me telling you this means nothing
then again you know more than me
but you still won't tell me your secrets

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why is fucking the most important thing in life?
it's sad
tits won't save the world [not sexist, but fuck you anyways]

wow wasn't that last bit OFF THE HOOK!?
go to bed, I don't care what time it is