You will be

He's already drunk asleep

Have you ever seen a flower that didn't come from a seed?

We keep straight faces, but that's all we can keep

How much longer do we have until we go

Happy until the clock counts down

Let me soak into the sound

my lies lie to me so it has to be the truth

I'm going to take you with all I have

She's says shes never felt better

Why does this hurt so much?

She seeps through my pours like a poison chemical

she dilutes me, takes away my life

I'm not used to letting her go

from this body to your soul

this hurts and you know

With the exception of young love

I am to be found the fault

to my own troubles

You planted you seed of hate inside me

you watched it grow viciously

and did nothing but bathed in your success

You are a river made of led

The song stuck in my head

the feeling when you know you're dead

a little bit of nothing I decicded to call myself

When I look around I don't want an excuse for your lates

When I look around I expect to know how you taste

I will always be nothing

Just a slave to your wants

It hurts to watch myself be used

But I need you

You're the soul that makes me wait

The love that makes me hate

Hunting can be fun if it's with love and knives

There is a cut deep inside

There is a cut I cannot hide

Beneath the skin of this young boy

Is the heart of an old man

About to die

I have thoughts plenty of my life

and what you have done to it

I witnessed you destroy me and did nothing

I am guilty of suicide even though I live

The ink I don't use makes me want to stop

and frown at the world for what it is

but i am not strong

I have no spine to push the weight of my decisions on

and for that I am punished

my tongue is tied and you've given me a moment to say the words I want to

Come walk with me

Feel my heart

Inside my mind

You sleep

Unlike me

I am awake every moment

Until you love me

I will not sleep

I don't want to dream of you

and dissapoint myself

I want it all

I want you

snakes and lovers

Lets play a game like were kids again

what about the one when you say you're my friend

You'll be the boat that sank all my dreams

and i'll still love you despite what it seems

Ship me down the river so I can meet someone new

Maybe this person won't hurt me like you

But don't you forget that I was your mistake

I want to be the one that makes your heart break

Not the last but it feels like it

My anger pulls what is inside out
Nothing can hide when it is near
Safe is a lifetime away when I'm hurt
I wish I didn't feel this way
But there are chemicals I can't control
No one can control them
And they react only with yours
Oh the temptation is right on time
You know
When everything is planned and moral biding
that is when temptation enters
Temptation is the water to the seed

I think I may have drained my own soul
There was a leak in my body and now Im gone
Peace

Inside-out buildings on fire make me stop and think about the good times

I created the cup
and filled it half full
I made you drink it down
I made you pull

From all the indifference of my surrounding
I can be found out of place
I'm not anything
I'm not your faith

Can't find my home

I destroy what I create
Yours is mine to desecrate
Under your skin I explode
I am the tempt to take this road
I am what you call a perfect flaw
With your pain, my heart will thaw
I am the earth I am the sea
I am the reason that you bleed

My memory makes you wait
You'll never ever feel this great
Cocaine is what I breathe
But Heroin is up my sleeve
And If your sadness keeps you awake
Then your heart deserves to ache
But remember I'm in her soul
And that means I'm in control

50 means nothing to me

You said i'd be free by now
But you were lying
But you lie so well
Your secrets are mine to tell

why should 50 mean anything to me
it just shows how unfulfilled my life is
how no matter who im with, im alone
I still haven't found
what I lost
Or never had

description to the answer

You think you're a big shot
hey


I'm underground
In your soul
for yours to know
now believe me
its only what you think
An angel says he's passed from heaven
to hell

I've cast out my last curse
now i will be in the heavens for eternity
I'm still waiting for the worst
She won't let me worship her divinity

You say love can save a life
But what if it can't
I've given my time to a christ

There's a devil that's got my soul
She makes me break my heart
But what see doesn't know
Is i'm taring her apart

Take brace for winter

I battle the night without you
I can't tell what's not false or true


Scream at the sky
And one day you'll disappear
Take away your pride
take away your fear

You are the Light, I am the Shadow

On this morning
I have learned that I am nothing
And I will never be anything
It is impossible
I was just made wrong
I will always hate myself
No matter how much anyone can love me
This is what it feels like to be dead
To have the life inside you spark for one last moment
and then become dull

I once was a fire
but eventually I just burned everything
And now nothing is left
What is my purpose?
I need to learn how to rebuild
But i'll just end up destroying
That's what i was meant for
Destroying everything

With my best efforts
I will crawl away

I am a shadow
I can only be seen when there is light
Without something so pure
I cannot exist

There is no such thing as deep
There is only as much as you want there to be
Your saturday is my sunday
I'm just waiting to go back
all day
everyday
that's what we were built for
Life is very cruel

The snow will be here forever
It melts occasionally
But it always comes back
Colder then ever
And we let our creations take this
So we can be cozy and warm

We should all die
Everyone of us
The old, the young
The rich, the poor
The happy, the hateful
Fathers
Brothers
Sisters
Mothers
Neighbors
Teachers
Doctors
Thieves
Cheats
Lovers
Enemies
Everyone

We are a snake eating it's own tail
All we are is a cycle of destruction
And this is nothing new
We'll never change
Everyone is selfish
They just want everything
And when they can't have everything
They make a fuss
They make someone else's life based on their own
The earth will never be pure
You want attention and power

This is one of my cries for humanity to save themselves
But it won't happen
Because they won't bother to read this
They'd rather develop plans to hurt each other
And take what they want
Without regards to others
Humanity is a failure
Maybe i'll try back in a hundred years to see what has happened
But I know it won't be any different

glass

On a sunday
the morning of
dissapeared
all around the world
stars turn into rats
turn at the end of the world
hid disguise in coffee
determined to reveal all the secrets of the girl
who broke away mid-july
But then we all decided
then we never collided
and we were life
or greater
deep thick skin surrounds me
maybe

Yours truly,
the letter was dead
the chill hit end
the note was over
and she went in



Not to loud but loud enough

A sharp right turn
and she's ready to burn

Found your skin empty
with eyes running wet
it's these days of your life
you can't forget


Create and forget

Fix the glass
you're so good at it
you break everything else
and then you quit

Fix the glass
see that horse that rode in
well it's taking you home
get out from under my skin

It's so low