jenny

because im starring at a picture

I try not to look at it as often as I do

but the truth is, this picture wants me to

The radiation of your chemical smile

poisons me

you're so beautiful

the first pain i've felt in a while

without you there's nothing else to die for

without you i just want it more and more

without you there's nothing else to die for

without you i'll just end up the same as before

rocks and my depression

and theres you

and the one you love

both of you can go to hell

I'm kicking this drug

You don't care about how I feel

You don't care I feel so real

You can dish but you can't take

You don't care I feel so fake

You didn't ask me I didn't know

You are guilty from head to toe

You just want, me out of your way

You never gave a fuck about what i had to say

I could have taken everything you've ever known about you life

but I didn't want to cause you were weak and I don't have the spite

but now you're pushing me into the darkness

I can't breathe

It's time for me

Tribal fires make indiana jones at home

What a wonderful dream

I seem to have found

There's no one for miles

No one in this town

My screams are abandoned

I cannot focus my thoughts

as my body becomes heavy

I consider more shots

It's so lovely that I

have been left all alone

in the center of my mind

I become my own clone

Turn the radio off

I want to hear for myself

These sounds that I make

Shaking dust off these shelves

Now I'm standing trial

For what I have done

Considering the value

I'm now tied to the sun

Open wide and shut closed

these are my confessions

I've lost all but what I've sold

my skin's my last possession

When your eye lids kiss in the night

you think you can see colour

but you have not accepted the fact

that there can be another

I once was a devil

who could not speak

my tongue was strong

but I was weak

Sharper then knives

I cut more then flesh

If you could sin

I wouldn't need to rest

I am awake I am asleep

I made a promise I can't keep

im not afraid of the dark, im afraid of whats in the dark

You want this feeling so bad

A feeling that will last forever

Can I start with a question

that will change your impression

You push this with intention

until you create a tension

Yeah, that's how it goes

you live for a while then get old

Arrange my thoughts on paper

It makes me feel safer

But until I interfere

This pain won't dissappear 

So I'll write out some more

until I wash up on the shore

And my problems go down with the ship

Is this the end? Could this be it? 

my time away from home

I want to be romantic

but romance is dead

The sea salt breathing deep scares me

scattering itself across the land

Am I the song you've never heard?

Am I a song you know but have no name for?

How long have you been waiting for me?

I waited long for this

but such a let down

i've lost all my thoughts

golden and fading

How time passes I will never know

The earth stood silent, how much do i owe?

The competition that doesn't exist is the one i'm winning

only sometimes do I realize these bedtime stories will haunt me

He was a friend I knew not to well

He was a diver and down he fell

When the sky rips open

We can finish our games

If only you saw

when they took me apart

it didn't last long

but they broke my face

Late at night

With my head on the door

one more hit

and im down on the floor

Give me a reason to take away life

Canonaro

If a picture is worth a thousand words
we should have a talk
It's time I open this door
and it's time you learn to walk

Snakes and lovers are crisp
but i've taken a risk
and wrong i've been proved
now my conscious has been moved

They say the sky will fall
Unless the earth can grow tall
be the answer just a metaphor
waiting at your front door

I'm not worth saving

I want to be your first and last

be the one you remember when you're old

when you're thinking to the past

when everyone else is sold

Take you away from your pain

you said you wanted to play a new game

well you can get a highscore with me

You're a forest of trees

each with memories

of when they were young

their lives just begun

some one's carved their name in you

and you just cant get it out

they say it hurts for ever

no matter how loud you shout

You can be the fire to my sea

we'll burn for an eternity

between the hours of day and night

you toss you turn you burn you fight

and you wake up alone to your shadow

You've torn yourself in two

because you know you can't be true

there's a devil stopping you

from doing what you have to do

you compete with your friends

cause you know there comes an end

when the right reasons are wrong

but you have to stay strong

because metahpors told you so

You're the sun to my world

you give me light

If you're paint im a white wall

waiting for you to drip and fall

and give me colour and taste

but i'd just turn you into waste

take what you can get

leave us and forget

Change like the cameleon

You're unstable and unfit

you know how to take a hit

and you give it all up

At my distant hope of someone hearing me

still after all this time

you pull me under

My only dream has finally come true

I've met the day I won't dream of you