happism

Pain is black

I won't come back

Tie me tight

I'm not right

Paint me pretty

I'm so shitty

i've been diseased

you won't be pleased

she hates me

oh i love her

she wants me

to die and burn

cut me deep

im a creep

cracks in the walls

empty halls

too many cigarettes

everything i say is just thrown away

no concept or regard

easier then it is hard

i've thrown away the key

there is no escape for me

but there's reason for you to leave

reasons I still can't beleive

why my soul hurts so

i really just don't know

the curse I inhereit

not david, but derek

the one caught in chains

feeling forgotten pains

no one knows my name

at the end we're all the same

so what's really the lost?

all of them

they leave you

without a feeling of regret

or upset

they just focus on themselves

"it's so hard packing my clothes"

but do they really even think about who they're leaving

or what they're leaving?

no

all they think about is themselves

and no one else