I told you so

You're Game I couldn't play

But some how I own the highest score

I fought to destroy myself

In my self created war

If your not worth it

What's worth fighting for

You were the scratch

That became a tore

[And if you would so very kindly,

Follow me into the next room]

Whom nobody loves

Your sole purpose is to be hated

One life with the face of three

Hung by the manufactured trees

Your cold metal steel of a spine

You cannot dream of a paradise

An internal alarm clock pulses once a minute

I am sorry this was your fate

You poor red light

together apart

Lay me down dead in my grave

There is nothing left to save

Everything he wanted, I gave

And to him I became a slave

I've taken my time

What's mine is mine

But you have to go and take everything

So I hide behind

What's supposed to be my spine

But you won't be happy, you never are

I can't survive the monsters

And now that I have some praise

I can finally end my days

become something else I hate

then suffer the same fate

Holding hands for life death situations

The grey sky sends me smiles

Young handsome men

with their adorable counterparts

dressed for a night of street lights and warm air

Untold stories

Those who die young are blessed

There is no tragedy

only beauty

I've filled the cup that is my heart to the top

And I've poured it down your blouse

So when you wear your stained shirt

You will always remember

How cold and awkward it was

When I sold you my love for a kiss

With the rebate of your love

You've resurrected these dusty veins

Ignited my flame

You caught me off guard

Thank god I couldn't defend

I keep my memories of you in a desk

I've drawn out our nights in a book

Let's get out of here

Let's go somewhere

See how far this half tank takes us

See how long these cigarettes last

I want to spin this way forever

The way I spin with you

I want the breathe for ever

The air I breathe for you

I lay awake under tangeled covers

Laughing about your sweet voice

I hope we can be one, one day

Although we are everytime our tongues meet

I drop you off

Regretting every second of it

What a horrible crime scene

We're both killing eachother

I love her more then I hate myself

It's beautiful.