14

I've felt the world in creation

Through excess pain and hours

A bold white shape

Erasing and expanding

I've seen the 7 different ways

With breaks from reality

It's time I cut to the chase

Dancing around, what a waste

Aiming forever at this target

Sinking in a mental tar pit

You always talk

But never hear

But don't get mad

I'm insincere

I'd like to cut you up good

The thing that all friends should

This secret sleeps in my hate

I can already see your fate

In with the new out with the old

She walks on in and I am sold

So much contradiction, it must be fiction

should I repeat the question? no

just go

use me abuse me excuse me did you lose me?

all your bullshit is taking a toll

Pull the rope that leads no where

I'm nothing

Or soon will be

Only to turn into something

Which fades with the tide

You all promised more then this

But now I soak in despair

I'll follow the stars

Once again

And then only listen to what I want to hear

Oh darling, so sincere

Stretch my only across my face until it breaks

Solve my puzzled soul

Trap me in my contraption

Set me free with these broken wings

Feathers on the floor are just evidence of a failure

Another down for the team of myself

Everyone once left me and I hated them

Now I have to leave everyone

My love

My friends

My family

My self

For nothing

But a dime in the palm of a boy

With a rusted future ready to crack

Come kiss my dead lips

Send me off for war

Drag me across town like the dagger they put in your back

Tell me stories like they sold you kindly

Keep me here

Send me away

Love me for never

Dance without a beat

Extract these veins

And wrap them around my arms

So each can be pulled in contradicting directions

Because I am taring myself apart

Oh sweetness

My only sweetheart

Leave me empty on the floor

The fire gazes into my eyes

As I have come complete

Outwards or Onwards

The mission failed in the morning

It was to no ones surprise

Not even mine

I will follow the trail

That has no end

Constantly in change

Yet again

To lead me sober

A life soon over

Thus incomplete

In defeat

Things that don't matter

I'm a thief

With broken teeth

and listen to my song

It's about nothing

And a friend who's a fiend

But i'm the one who's wrong

Never was sorry about it

Learn about it

I'm indifferent

It's what she's all about

The birds that sing

with her silent scream

Eyes opening on command

5 days in 24 hours

Without a care in the world

Without anything

I'd do anything to be her

But never would I steal

Stealing innocence is the worst crime possible

Innocence is the only thing that is pure

She lay in bed

While music flows into her

and out

everything reminds me of her