I think i know when im wrong
when she takes what i say
and is still strong
I think i know when to doubt
when she breathes in my hate
and coughs it out
I think i know im afraid
when i realize
it's been a decade
Friday, January 30, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
take it on, until you're gone
password
http://www.supernova.com/shows/2108/vote
L5C 1J2
the things i need to make it through the night
I can taste the last words i said
yes, the ones filled with hate
i didn't mean them
I try not to
But sometimes i have to show my realness
all of my hate
i can't hold it in
it hurts when you have to tell this to someone you love
what do i really need
I have no future
im a bum
a fucking
retard
doing nothing
what
what am i going to do?
Get fucking famous and never have a care in the world?
No matter what i do
i can never sleep
i just want to sleep
forever
and ever
nothing but dreams
only sleep
http://www.supernova.com/shows/2108/vote
L5C 1J2
the things i need to make it through the night
I can taste the last words i said
yes, the ones filled with hate
i didn't mean them
I try not to
But sometimes i have to show my realness
all of my hate
i can't hold it in
it hurts when you have to tell this to someone you love
what do i really need
I have no future
im a bum
a fucking
retard
doing nothing
what
what am i going to do?
Get fucking famous and never have a care in the world?
No matter what i do
i can never sleep
i just want to sleep
forever
and ever
nothing but dreams
only sleep
dfhdfh
What is happene
shaun was here but now he's gone
your the reason
yo ur the reasom
your always were
hoping this makes my horrible life go faster:D
everytime my heart calls disaster
everytime mind goes faster
shaun was here but now he's gone
your the reason
yo ur the reasom
your always were
hoping this makes my horrible life go faster:D
everytime my heart calls disaster
everytime mind goes faster
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Until we disappear, I will remain the lyrics that stick out of your favourite song
I await you
outside and cold
some say im bitter
but im just alone
You've been watching all night
do you have a verdict
In one slow move
you'll crush and burn it
Souless and gentle
you just can't let it go
you're holding on tight
but not enough to know
if you keep your eyes fixed
I'll play my hand like a smile
the second you don't look
i'm in denial
Sweat out all your evil
if it makes you feel good
I'm not going to stop you
even though I could
It's not a crime
if i cover my track
the one thing you need
is the one that i lack
I've got seven stupid reasons
why im dragging you in
one of them being
im just losing to win
You can convince yourself to do
something you hate
at the end of the night
you just make her wait
you leave yourself open
just waiting to die
so say the things that hurt
cause it'll make things alright
a touch on my arm
tells me to say goodnight
you're asleep in my car
you pass beneath the light
It's been 5 long weeks
since you last called it quits
You find a new direction
and you take some more hits
You fight for every second
until you call it a year
you take a deep breath
and you disappear
I look around the room
and i see your face
I know how you look
But not how you taste
I end up next to you
I give my heart a break
It looks as if im happy
but really it's fake
Is this all just a game
that you've played before
I'm willing to bet
im your high score
all the stores are closing
and it's 9pm
you still can't tell the difference
between me and them
outside and cold
some say im bitter
but im just alone
You've been watching all night
do you have a verdict
In one slow move
you'll crush and burn it
Souless and gentle
you just can't let it go
you're holding on tight
but not enough to know
if you keep your eyes fixed
I'll play my hand like a smile
the second you don't look
i'm in denial
Sweat out all your evil
if it makes you feel good
I'm not going to stop you
even though I could
It's not a crime
if i cover my track
the one thing you need
is the one that i lack
I've got seven stupid reasons
why im dragging you in
one of them being
im just losing to win
You can convince yourself to do
something you hate
at the end of the night
you just make her wait
you leave yourself open
just waiting to die
so say the things that hurt
cause it'll make things alright
a touch on my arm
tells me to say goodnight
you're asleep in my car
you pass beneath the light
It's been 5 long weeks
since you last called it quits
You find a new direction
and you take some more hits
You fight for every second
until you call it a year
you take a deep breath
and you disappear
I look around the room
and i see your face
I know how you look
But not how you taste
I end up next to you
I give my heart a break
It looks as if im happy
but really it's fake
Is this all just a game
that you've played before
I'm willing to bet
im your high score
all the stores are closing
and it's 9pm
you still can't tell the difference
between me and them
Sunday, January 11, 2009
your love makes the demons come out at night
im a fool
in a world of dreams
no one can save me
nothing can help
surrounded by my own decisions
all my mistakes
i bathe in my attempts
to call you in the midnight mist
everything i am i owe to you
for better
or
for worse
it reminds me of the taste i promised not to forget
until i had life to be wasted
like in the old days of us
where the sun shun through the night, mine at least
it's not fair to say you didn't give me a good ride
but i just wanted it to last forever
is it so bad to want another chance
sew my heart onto yours so these inside out words can make sense
dont feel so bad
you did as you thought
I watched you struggle
but i couldn't pull you out
be what you need to be
and fly away from me
come back and show me your wings
and let me be with you
I want you to take me to the level you're on
i don't want to battle the night alone anymore
i just want us to become one
oh just because your not the same
doesn't mean we can't evolve together
you're blind but you can borrow my eyes
they're no use without you anyways
These words aren't much of a defense
I just wished you loved me
in a world of dreams
no one can save me
nothing can help
surrounded by my own decisions
all my mistakes
i bathe in my attempts
to call you in the midnight mist
everything i am i owe to you
for better
or
for worse
it reminds me of the taste i promised not to forget
until i had life to be wasted
like in the old days of us
where the sun shun through the night, mine at least
it's not fair to say you didn't give me a good ride
but i just wanted it to last forever
is it so bad to want another chance
sew my heart onto yours so these inside out words can make sense
dont feel so bad
you did as you thought
I watched you struggle
but i couldn't pull you out
be what you need to be
and fly away from me
come back and show me your wings
and let me be with you
I want you to take me to the level you're on
i don't want to battle the night alone anymore
i just want us to become one
oh just because your not the same
doesn't mean we can't evolve together
you're blind but you can borrow my eyes
they're no use without you anyways
These words aren't much of a defense
I just wished you loved me
Friday, January 9, 2009
I meant to help the girl, but she wouldn't let go.
nobody knows the pain
when the one you love
will not accept you
they don't understand how hard you've tried
they don't see you're willing to do anything
The past just seems to be stuck in them
even though it wasn't your fault
I did what was right
I did what made sense
No one was supposed to be hurt
But you took it like a knife and stuck it in your back
saying i did it
I don't want anything now
because i lost my best friend
although we can look at eachother
it's not quite the same as knowing
you want me around
because i want you
knowing this probably won't change anything
these are the feelings i keep inside my heart
the place where i wait for you
to come back to me
so we can live again
and i can be free :(
nobody knows my pain
the pain i hide
the pain that makes
everyday hopeless
Please don't keep the feelings i'm giving to you in a box in the dark and cold, under your bed
because i fear they will die
These may be the last months i'll have the chance to see you
Time is moving and you've found a way to stay in the same moment
where I hurt you
I'm giving up everything
selling my spine
I just hope
that you hurt too
so we can still have something in common
if not
i hope the rest of your life is good
and that whatever i did wrong
never happens to you again
but know that
i will always need you
when the one you love
will not accept you
they don't understand how hard you've tried
they don't see you're willing to do anything
The past just seems to be stuck in them
even though it wasn't your fault
I did what was right
I did what made sense
No one was supposed to be hurt
But you took it like a knife and stuck it in your back
saying i did it
I don't want anything now
because i lost my best friend
although we can look at eachother
it's not quite the same as knowing
you want me around
because i want you
knowing this probably won't change anything
these are the feelings i keep inside my heart
the place where i wait for you
to come back to me
so we can live again
and i can be free :(
nobody knows my pain
the pain i hide
the pain that makes
everyday hopeless
Please don't keep the feelings i'm giving to you in a box in the dark and cold, under your bed
because i fear they will die
These may be the last months i'll have the chance to see you
Time is moving and you've found a way to stay in the same moment
where I hurt you
I'm giving up everything
selling my spine
I just hope
that you hurt too
so we can still have something in common
if not
i hope the rest of your life is good
and that whatever i did wrong
never happens to you again
but know that
i will always need you
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