I meant to help the girl, but she wouldn't let go.

nobody knows the pain
when the one you love
will not accept you

they don't understand how hard you've tried
they don't see you're willing to do anything

The past just seems to be stuck in them
even though it wasn't your fault
I did what was right
I did what made sense
No one was supposed to be hurt
But you took it like a knife and stuck it in your back
saying i did it

I don't want anything now
because i lost my best friend
although we can look at eachother
it's not quite the same as knowing
you want me around
because i want you

knowing this probably won't change anything
these are the feelings i keep inside my heart
the place where i wait for you
to come back to me
so we can live again
and i can be free :(

nobody knows my pain
the pain i hide
the pain that makes
everyday hopeless

Please don't keep the feelings i'm giving to you in a box in the dark and cold, under your bed
because i fear they will die

These may be the last months i'll have the chance to see you
Time is moving and you've found a way to stay in the same moment
where I hurt you
I'm giving up everything
selling my spine

I just hope
that you hurt too
so we can still have something in common
if not
i hope the rest of your life is good
and that whatever i did wrong
never happens to you again
but know that
i will always need you