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They want me dead or alive

They want to gouge my eyes

They've been waiting forever to judge

So they have a legitimate grudge

The bones tighten and crack in my back

Twisting out of my skin, but I'm still intact

Or so I'd have myself believe

The sane thoughts I could never conceive

Lecture me

Tell me what I'll never be

My sickness is deficiency

And right now I'm the enemy

And now your public frenemy

This happens yet again to me

You are just a literalist

I can see the end of this

You're pouring out of my wrists

Show me hate

I cannot anticipate

So roll the dice and play your fate

Your temper runs a little late

I won't die without you dying first

First is worst, if you survive you're the curse

Broken, waiting, contemplating

Why hate life when it's so easy to die

Why tell the truth when we all lie

Why endure when you know there's no cure

Why to cleanse what will never be pure

Tangled veins are your only remains

If you want me to be something so much

Then why don't you be it?

If what I do in my life offends you

Why are you talking to me?

Go away

Go away

Become a stray

and let me breathe

No questions please

But assume the worse as always

It's about me

It's about you

It's about the world

And you know who