The hemming of my life

The flow has been cut
Precisely separated with a razor blade

Is this the rebuilding?

Was this what I couldn't understand until I got there?

Well it's all smiles from here

Let me just get comfortable in your world
I think I just became a person

How come I can only be one at once

Oh forgive me April

You were crying for me all along

And brought your soldiers out of the grown into certain death

Just to change into what I wanted you to be

You'll remind me forever of the anxiety from this separation

You've drained the colours from the picture

I've gotten so lost in the maze that is has just become my home

And I will for now on always be exhausted and regretful

Nothing is more intense than a memory

But memories, dreams and all these everyday hallucinations are just so promising

But now I know what I am missing
My immaturity and social problems

Oh April, what will happen?