Sunday, July 27, 2008

Feeling our hearts beating as one was a stupid dream

Day and night are the same thing to me.
My life is just passing me by.
I hope there is no Heaven or Hell and that I just die.
Or else I have an eternity of torture infront of me.

While people are out there trying to take money from others
I am here sitting in my room writing about my life instead of living it
But you can't just live when you decide to
You need the opportunity

But what it comes down to is we are just human and evil
If we have everything we'll want more
We like to hate eachother and encourage violence
We dress ways to imply we're better than others

I know alot of you are like me
And I know alot care for me
But i'm finally experiencing that whole
"Who is your real friend" episode

And I think I have a pretty good grasp on it
it's not who comments my wall on facebook
or comments my notes or pics
or whatever

If you just talk to me
and know my name
and want to know me
then you are my friend

If you just use me to get good marks
or just to help you with your life problems
then tell me you love me
and walk away forever until YOU have a problem
You're not my friend

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It doesn't matter what you do in the end sometimes

Like who you want hate who you will
Overall it's up to you
Vintage realtionships aren't necessarily the best
Eventually every relationship is vintage then what?

How am I supposed to win
Even though I'm smart I lose
Reward me with pain for my generosity

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