All the morning until I weep

To be cut in half
is to be divided
i am destroyed
i am half a heart

I am a cursed night
there once was day
but now all is dark
everything seems dangerous now

there is no use in trying to escape myself
I was meant to decay, from inside out
You know what you are doing to me
You know i cannot fight back

Such a fragile situation
Yet I continue to keep my tongue locked
My lips are sewn
It will be so painful to open them
How will i ever speak to you
You are the inner lining demon in my soul
you see everything i do
it will never impress you
i am never enough

I lay here choking on my own decisions

Give me your hand and i'll give you mine
Give me your heart and i'll give you time
Because of you i'll can never give her what she'll never have
I know you're afraid but you have to hear me calling

All along i thought i could save you
when i needed you to save me
I never wanted you for anything other than yourself
and you waited until it was too late
you can't bring back the dead as they were alive

You would make a horrible god
you're indecisive and immune to emotion
there is no content in you, only trouble
you live off the sweat of others

I've given up on you
I won't be coming back
you've taken all I had
you've taken it all

I can no longer exist with you
I can no longer exist
I failed everything
You stopped my dreams
you pulled my soul from my skin

Everything i say has been said
and yet you don't realize im dead
i've been denying myself for a long time
i need to break free from my own

The air and sense of my spirit is tainted
poison comes from beneath my skin
If you ask you can come in