All my memories stand quiet

It's as dark as it gets

I'm standing outside your door

In the rain the thunder roars

So many damaging thoughts

To let go of my memories

I don't want to be left alone

And when everyone leaves

I call nowhere my home

I hate to see it turn vintage

Where were you when everything started to grow old

Were you out trying to find the purpose of your soul

Because I wasn't

I was here alone

Afraid

With no one to help

And you weren't there for me

The only person who could save me

Was the only one who didn't want to

Does this mean I was destined to die?

I've turned my back on my self esteem

I'm wasting life

But they don't care

I'm going down

But they don't care

Tomorrow has no promise

I will miss you all

Goodbye all I love