Sunday, April 19, 2009

swearing julia

You left me stupid
waiting up to dry
nothings left
nowehere to hide

from my mistakes
you know i have a few
the last one i made
was when i spoke to you

I grew up
I grew old
but i never found out
you weren't told

I'll shut up
i'll go home
i'll live my life
happy being alone

when you spoke for me
is when i learned to walk
there was no one there
no one knew how to talk

you breathed me in
like your cigarette smoke
you showed me something
that wasn't useless hope

You had a good excuse
why you had to leave
my life wasn't for you
you needed a new scene

When I woke up
afraid from my dreams

And here I thought
There was someone to care
but then my dream
turned into a nightmare

You were gone
and I felt so wrong
naked and cold
you watched my life unfold


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