let's start here

I'm in love with you

and I've been since I can remember

but I'm not meant for you

It's not the celebrations

the colours or the styles

not when my hair is pushed back

it's just you, that's all i care about.

It's over

and you're gone

this was the last time

I saw your beautiful face

I'll never see it again

I don't ever want to see anything

Ever

I can't believe it

I'll never see you again

EVER

after four longs years

of loving you

killing myself

all for nothing

i'd do it again if i could

i love you soo much

i need you

why have you left me

can't you see im hurt but still breathing

I need this

I want this

I crave this

I feel this

feel so real I forgot to feel

against all odds

i'm not over you

i never will be

i loved you

please just think of me ever here and then

i've lost you

I want to die

And I just might

I'm going to commit suicide

I'm going to kill myself

it's what I've been waiting for

it's all i need

to complete life

the final stage

nevermind

but it doesn't mean i forgot about my love

the one with the smile full of sunshine

the one who made the cup full

she left me

she never even wanted me