minutes, flowers, dew and sadness

So I sat in my room taring myself apart all day and all night just waiting eventually i would realize some things won't live the dead are dead and the living will be dead it's the trend we all follow and so I sat in my room screaming for days and days and days hoping someone would hear me no hoping that she would hear me but she never will I've over watered this plant i am dead to her and she is all i'll ever be so I am dead I go to sleep I never wake up I am smiles