Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Sunset when she rises.

Her hands are shaking
She's never done this before
As her face is painted with the blood inside her
The ravage crimson beneath her milk white skin
Connecting her cheeks to her eyes as if they were stars in the sky
Her tongue, dancing behind her teeth
I'm hoping she needs someone to dance with
If not today, tomorrow
While the time and life are being cut
I only have time to observe other than her
I don't want to give myself away

Tracing her thoughts back to her
While her breath of comfort stabs my heart
I'd like to dissect myself at this moment
So she can see my heart beating
And know that it is there, waiting for her

Plans are made and nights are spent (though they are free as long as no one is watching)
At the top of the stairs
Or the seats of the 'Santa Fe'
In my hands
Or in my head
We already know that coal just burns out
Like the cigarettes falling from the roof

Of all the nights
An evolution proceeds
From my lips to hers
And back to mine

The white walls with the harsh brown overlay
We've exchanged secrets here before
But none told me we'd be here together
Our eyes close
And we dream
And our bodies touch
My hands over hers
My neck, magnetic to hers

Follow the stairs
We end up in the room as crimson as I remember her face during the dissection
Our hearts beat as one

We wake to leave each other
After a mutual car trip of course

She is not seen for hours
minutes
seconds
days
The aching begins
I lose my mind
But at the last minute
Realize she took it by accident
She gives me it back
We go out for a night and a morning
And embrace the rain

A week of preserved emotions is ahead
We live off them like life support
Though we are the O type
So only our emotions can support us

Stone is written in
And names are given
A walk turns into a night so fast

The question comes up
In the cold warmth
Where we've been chasing each other
Though positioned
I am not dreaming
Dreams are a way of escaping reality, I've no need to escape

Another micro evolution occurs
Was it forced
Or was it raw?
Shadows are projected from the eyes at this point
Though the room is dark
Does not mean we have to be
However I choose this

The play is acted out
But before the last scene
I save it from an abrupt ending
Which was of my cause regardless
The thought of her tongue once more being locked behind her teeth hits me
It kills me
I love her so.


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