words that only hurt myself.

Whatever is takes

I want it badly

Normal face and body

I'll accept it sadly

But nothing gives in

Nothing works

Until I fall asleep

But changes always happen

Yeah I guess there's hope

That this decreasing graph

We become a positive slope

and everything will be okay

and we'll get to smile

even if it's for a second

But hours and minutes

get along so well

I lost my key into heaven

so i'll wait in hell

until I find it again

under all this dirt

which i guess it's in

Waiting and im waiting

for a beam from the sun

someone made a promise

but directed it to no one

so it's in the air

and i breathe it in

but it's not for me

So I breathe it out tainted

it's carbon dioxide

what have i done

this promise is cyanide

and it's for no one

to keep or sell

i've ruined it all

And angels wings are white

and made of feathers

tied up so tight

each feather is together

but when one comes loose

they all fall away

and you cannot fly

I guess i've learned nothing

from my stupid concepts

i've thought through everything

everything i know except

where we fall asleep

and where we'll wake up

this rush we're in

Walk into your life

on knees that just don't work

I got the wrong ones

So I'll blame the clerk

who sold me them

they're not my friend

but they smiled at the time