$150

Where do I go from here?

These days have trampled my smile

There is no end

I am tired of running around

Desperate for an alternative

Aside from the only obvious

I am all deserving however

And in my attempts to breathe my lungs collapse

This mess I am in

I have darkened the clouds

No light will shine through

I hear breathing down the hall

Please end

The magic word refuses to help

To be in a dark forest on a cold winter night

Trying to escape to find a familiar reality

But once you get out, you are on the wrong side

So you go back in and get lost again

Shivers and coughs are your first checkpoint

Double check your zipped layers

How horrible of a night

What a disaster

I need a medic

To bring back my life

I am failing in every direction there is

Well almost.