~Spite

I'm just so empty

I can hear the horses running

I wish I was one of those people who makes 100,000 a year and hates every second of their life

The ripples of my actions mean nothing to me

I mean nothing to me

Everything is now nothing to me

Something went wrong

An 'accident'

And now I'm stranded

Carved out and hollow

I'll mail you my smiles

Waking up in a place I don't recognize

I'm absorbing and reflecting

I've stolen your spite

This clock won't stop ticking

I've tried everything

It uses no electricity

But myself instead

The damn glass is broken

I can't tell how much time is left in the day

My day at least

All I can hear is the ticking that is synchronized with my heart beat

It's counting

Constantly counting

She walks on clouds

In front of sunshine

Hand in hand with the sky

With the universe smiling on her

I am the cloud that breaks

The one that takes away her sunshine

Rips her hands out from the skies

Makes the universe forget about her

If only my heart would explode

I would be content at the least

Dependency is a characteristic of one who is fragile and weak

I hate what I am

I'm jealous of them

Chew out my veins

Stop all these pains

Stupid and young

My song has been sung