Bob Dylan would be ashamed of me

well i remember nothings there
i guess she just don't care
I keep crawling back to her
and she keeps pushing me away
I guess if she won't like me tomorrow
it's cause she don't like me today

i've been trying to reach my arms out
pull the sanguine out of my word
but there ain't nothing i can do
nothing ever works, but everything always hurts

she puts me inside my own body
ties me up and stares me down
when she sees me start rotting
its my inner self i've found

I heard there was a way out
but everyone

I used to be your best advice
but i was only a device
to help you
always get your way

the past is long
your charm is strong
my face is wrong
i hate this song
and i cannot complete this with you

well if it takes two fighters
to tell you a story
I can bet you don't care about morals
you just want to bathe in glory

well im not wrong
i am wrong
i aint wrong
i don't belong
i thinking im drowning in my own self esteem

I don't care
my heart shares
but i'm not there
so it's not fair
but you'll take it anyways
and sell me

you say you will survive
but you won't really live your life
you're taking this the wrong way
i can't see it through

if it gets from me to you
i guess im probably cut and blue
don't sew me up im not ready to be one
im not for anyone

but if you see these sad emotions
and you feel my heart's commotions
you can fix me up anyway you want

im not alone
I am alone
i know i don't have a home
I get high and i slip into the zone
I become a drone
do you have some cash to loan

im a shark
my room is dark
and i don't care about you
or anyone

I have a criminals taste
i know i am a waste
stop me from drinking coffee
i don't want to catch a cold

I can't help but grow old
when the calvary comes in
you get inspired and win
but it's not that easy
don't you know
you can never give in

im a zombie
mindless but selfish
I just want more and I need you to give it to me
find a sword and stick it through me

when the sun comes up you watch and choke
and see the boy with the story of the year