Bleeding thoughts

I believe there is no heaven or hell because neither can be defined without the opposite.

You can't have a shadow without light, and you can't have light without a shadow.

You have to free your mind to accept and understand these things, it makes you feel better.

Some might feel stress while reading my second sentence, they may think "Well I can prove him wrong" and thus they start to think and prove me wrong. While it is very possible to prove me wrong, you'll be making yourself think, and therefore creating needless stress.

Just accept it, let it be like a breeze of wind pushing your hair back on a warm summer night.

When you can accept things, you will feel a spiritual equivalent to taking a deep breath and slowly breathing out in a relaxed tone.

There is no need to be thinking uselessly, you should only construct. Only think about how to achieve what you need, don't go out of your way to get it.

Everyone is the center of the universe, because to everyone, everything that happens effects them. Thus there are multiple centers f the universe, and through this we learn that everyone is together spiritually, all riding the same wave. And at the same time, we are at different points of the universe, so we can understand we are apart of the same reality, but we are separate through perspectives and feelings.

10 people in a room each see 9 people, however not one person sees the exact same thing as another. Now do you understand how you can be in the same position as another but you can feel different?

A mirror will reflect an image but take no part in what is reflected. If I hit someone out of anger, they will feel anger but they will not have to move on and do as I did, this is where you need to change and evolve.

At one part in your life you realize you need this change and to evolve.

If you end up in the same bed, at the same time, with the same thoughts, and same dreams, every night, it is sad. But if you realize this, you can be happy.

Small steps though, move within your space then once you're comfortable, expand your space. This is the basis of life. I realized no matter what happened to me, no matter how temporarily uncomfortable I am, i'll end up the same by 11:00pm. So I laid in snow face first and started playing in it, regardless of feeling embarrassed, because no matter what I was the same at the end of the night. This is moving within my space, I know where I can move (basically I know what won't effect my life) and then I get comfortable doing things like this. Once this phase is over you expand, you do things that change your night, your pattern, your life.

Sounds impossible, but that's because you're putting useless stress on your head. Why only be happy and relaxed when you're dreaming under the weight of your own sleep? Fucking live.

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Another thought, people spend the first 20-30 years of life preparing for the future, but why? It always seems that people just want to get away from the house they're paying for. They get sick of what they earned. I don't understand, why would you spend half a lifetime building something you're going to abandon. I realize nothing will last forever, but this isn't exactly parallel to that concept.

In Death of a salesman Willy Loman say something that I find incredibly interesting and true, it's something like "You spend a whole life paying off a house, and when it's finally paid off you have no one to live in it."

It seems to be a common goal to waste a life. Almost everyone does it. So how do you avoid wasting a life? There's probably no straight answer, so maybe I should investigate the question whether than WASTING MY LIFE looking for the answer. See what I did there? haha