Oceans are only good for a)drowning yourself + b)drowning others

It has occurred to me that you can never be completely happy
It seems when I'm happy others or worse
But it's not an imbalance, it's that the comparison has changed
I'm not comparing 0 to 5 anymore, i'm comparing 7 to 5
I can't believe how much of a dick I was
So many miserable people and I'm usually one of them
There's always something that makes you turn
So many negative perspectives
You want something no one knows about, so you can show others but when someone else knows about them, you're mad...why?
I don't know why though
but the answer is obvious, you're selfish and you need attention
btw I made cky
hot air rises so be angry in the sky?
Weed is gay, but i'm a fag so that's okay if that's my opinion
People smoke to be cool, not because it gets the stress off
Drinking is lame too, I know I say i do it occasionally, but I seriously think it's lame. I'm the same age as you, I know what's going on, if I choose not to drink a fucking beer fuck off.
Kids don't want to be kids but they'll act like kids in the process of not being kids
I like being at starbucks with all the intellectuals, brb need to call my mom to pick me up
I have colours of the rainbow in my hair, that means my take on life is superior to yours
I drink coffee in the morning because i need the energy to get through a class I tell others I sleep through
Sometimes you don't know what to feel
So you're angry
Sometimes you agree with what I say because you need something to connect to
I can say something alot of others will say but I'll earn the medal cause you like me more
It's hard not knowing your future with all this pressure and everyone needs you so you can't let it get to you or else if you fall, everything else falls.
I'm fucked and I don't care.
I don't have a heart and anyone that says I do is a cunt.
Why am I like this?
It's because you can never completely be happy
So make two lives, one will hold your work, school, etc. And the other will hold you.

You don't have to stay this way, you don't have to believe what I say either. I phrased that so the last word wouldn't rhyme.

I am a passenger, you're the driver.