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listening to the sound of my fingers hitting the keys
It's good I won't feel this way anymore but i liked it
in retrospect I loved having all these emotions in me
but now that everything makes sense it makes me sad
but in a positive way

Teens watch movies like superbad and think
"that's it, that's the life"
but it's not, that's just a random persons life
it's entertaining but it happends in real life all the time
just they cut out the boring parts

they didn't show you everything
what about after when seth is with jules at the mall?
They don't show that awkward moment when they decide to leave
And seth hugs her and just walks away, maybe calls his mom to pick him up

No one thinks about this, they see it and figure "it's perfect"
but it's not, and you wish you were in the movie, wish you were apart of this big thing
wish you were known and people would quote you constantly
so much that you couldn't even make your own sentences

But don't make the mistake of believing everything I say
because right now you're considering it, and we all know that if these lines rhymed you'd buy it

I've had too many of those awful days where everything is wrong
and you turn everyword from another, into a knife in your back
and no matter what everything sucks, then you realize when you name everything it seems like nothing
and then that turns into something else that makes you pissed off

We're all the same in the end
We're all born, have problems, take joy in something, die
it can probably be written in some math equation, i know they'd like to have an equation for everything
I hate how every here and there my sentences get too long for my four line format and they just get bigger and bigger

is it okay to be afraid?

I just like writing notes, I wish I could just preach about life all day
Sit back and help people understand themselves, give them something to relate to so they know it's all okay
And life is not as bad as they think, but I need to do good in math to help save a life

funny, the life i'd save would probably be that of a teenager
who has too much stress from math
I have a headache and no patience to listen to 12 minute songs
but why do my favourite songs always end early?

when they start I can't wait until the awesome chorus, but then
it's almost over and there's nothing I can do, but just replay it
until I get tired of it, and then i'm a murderer of my own joy
but if I don't i'm screwed

I'm not going to dwell on those moments I wasted, because i'll waste another in the process
my life will be like a movie, it'll only show the good parts, not the awkward farewells.