Body and mind vs. Time and Death

It turns out
we all have the same days
we all remember when life was easy
waking up at 10 seeing who was up to bike to the store
it was a mission back then
now we have cars
and we go because we need something, alone
we don't do it for the trip itself
or the mission it is
we just do it
like robots

we all miss the past, so bad we we miss the future
keeping our innocence is impossible
somehow
we just can't hold on to anything
there is no such thing as friction in life
you can't wake up to the same thing forever
both for good and bad reasons
Good because you'd get bored
Bad, because you miss it
it's that bit that becomes a regular

what will you do
when that store you always used to go to with friends
goes out of business
find a new store?
try to make what you had because you were to stupid to charish it
it hurts
so much
but we all live
and we all die
and it's funny
we often think it the other way around

thinkin' we die first
life starts with the worst
then it's gets less ugly and good
but it turns out it's less understood
and everything you've worked for was wrong
and you've wanted this all for so long
like lights too bright for your eyes
like the girl you sold all your lies
nothings making sense anymore
you can never settle, escape war
there's always something hunting you down
and no matter how loud you scream, you don't sound
you just need some help, just some advice
an exit, good marks, a job, something nice
you had a long life don't want to do it twice
Life's about freedom? True but freedom has a price

How Ironic
sounds of supersonic
beating into your head
but making your heart dead
long lost mind
blazing through time
under the weight of my soul
cause of you I can't be whole
is it all over now? is this life?
defeated by my wrists kissing a knife?
Some say it's the small things that matter
But i never saw their heart shatter