Fucking ace

Whoa, mood change

I suddenly feel really really happy
like, I've forgotten every bad thing
and now everything seems so small
the bright important things are right there

I'm laughing as i'm writing this
It feels like...well I don't know
I haven't felt this way in so long
It just feels great! Beautiful!

I'm listening to old music I used to listen to
and playing guitar, singing a bit
Remembering all the good times
and I just feel so awesome

I'm almost waiting for tears to come out of my eyes
It's such a weird feeling, I like revisted my old self
Things come and go right? Because they temporary right?
Well, I think it's temporary that they're gone

That's what it means, THINGS come and go
no different things, the same things
The same friend will go and then come back
if they were an important fried the coming back will be incredible!

I am usually sad and depressed cause I can't get happiness
but now hapiness came to me, I didn't find it
Maybe life is just about hanging in there
I hung in there and now I have happiness

This reminds me of the lyrics to an ex-favourite song

punk as fuck - down by law

"lookout for your chances to try to get away
when voices scream inside your head
just turn your amp up all the way
all the lights are black lights except when they turn gray
I flicked the switch, I made my choice
i'm gonna change it all today
cause I know that I can take them on
want to find a way out, just get me out of here
climbing to the next rung, well this is my wonder year
burning up inside in my body & my mind
after all this work i've decided this is my time
cause I know that I can take them on
and i'm not sorry that its done
and i'm not sorry that I won
now i've cried my last tear
cause this is my freaking year"

And now I'm sitting here writing and listening to transplants
and everything seems to be okay
the only thing wrong is I work so I can't go out with friends
but fuck it man! I have friends at work so what am I losing!?

Right now, and you might wanna take a screenshot or quote this or something because it's rare

I love my life, and I truly love you all

Your angry angel, DerekDAVID